Life decisions....

We are in the middle of decisions! I have been trying to decide if I should go back to school, work full time, or just continue doing what we've been doing which is, Justin going to school and me working part time. I know that they may seem small decisions to make but for me they are huge. I had this wonderful experience that I thought told me to go back to school, and now I am wondering if it just meant that I need to do my genealogy more or if it meant school. I want to work full time to support our family, but that would sacrifice my time with Lylia, and I am not sure that is a compromise I am willing to make. And just stay doing what we are doing, just means that we won't meet some of our goals this year, and those goals to us are equally as important. It just seems that all our priorities are conflicting, and I can't decide which ones are the most important. I am hoping that tonight Justin and I can sit and truly decide what is best. I am feeling so anxious and nervous and so alone. I've prayed for guidance, and either I am over processing everything or its just one of those things I have to decide on my own. I've even tried making a decision and praying about it, and that hasn't worked, so right now I feel so lost. I am hoping by writing it out that I will get some kind of clarity. I was promised that in a blessing, and I am just waiting for the clouds to open... lol. Anyway just had to get this out there.