Well I decided to go and talk to my boss after all. And it was really good. I was literally shaking the entire time, but I cleared the air. I told her my concerns about work and asked her what I could do better. She had a list and we went through them one by one. We addressed each concern and found that there had just been some missed communications. Afterwords I felt that I not only had a greater commitment to being better, but that I had reconnected with my boss and that she understood me. After I left her office, two co-workers of mine that are not my greatest fans went in and shut the door with my boss. I know it was about me, well just because I know.... But after talking with my mom and Justin about it, I feel that it is not in my hands to decide how other people are going to react to me. I am going to do my job better. I have apologized for my mistakes and have asked for a second chance, and I have been given that. I need to move on, and not worry about what is said behind closed doors or even behind my back. All I am concerned with now, is that when all is said and done, I have done my best, and I have treated others as I would like to be treated. I don't like gossiping, and don't want to be apart of the gossiping crowd. I have removed myself. Here are some pictures

to lighten the mood.
Lylia thinks she can hide behind this one little blind, and her hands.

I gave Justin a love note with fake rose petals and Lylia had fun throwing them in the air.

Justin and I found Lylia trying on Justin's puffy shoes. But only one! lol.
I had a friend come over and teach me how to make homemade whole wheat bread. What makes her bread so wonderful is that it is soft all the time.

Thanks again Rebecca. It is nice having talented friends who take time to share their talents! After five loaves I made my perfect one! Jennifer was my apprentice, so she should take some credit.
2 comments:
Man it sounds like you had a really rough day yesterday (except for your awesome bread apprentice coming to visit). :) Hope today is better, and I agree, your can't control what your dumb coworkers think about you. I'm glad you cleared the air with your boss--it's hard to work when you feel that your boss doesn't understand what's really going on.
Good job Kelly. How has work been since the talk? How are your co-workers treating you?
I love the pictures :o) They crack me up! She is so funny. I so wish we were closer so I could enjoy her funness!
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